Strawberries

I went grocery shopping tonight. And being that I had yet to eat dinner and it was well past dinner time, the first tempting thing that I came upon were strawberries. So I just finished a healthy bowl of berries for dinner. My fingers still smell of strawberries...a nice fresh smell of the seasons ahead. The strawberries remind me that I am still a party of one...not making a full meal or even a semblance of a meal. Singledom is not where I want to be. I have many days where it does not bother me. The past week could not be included in those days. Yes the hormones could be a major contributing factor, but that is any easy answer. I guess all I can keep doing is pretend to be ok with it until I hit a day when I am really ok with it. Too bad strawberries can't cuddle up in bed with you.....or maybe they can but it could be messy.