Well Enough
The new job is good. Great even when compared to some places I worked through the temp agency. Still do not like the 35-40 min drive. The people I am working with are a good bunch. I like everyone so far. Getting to know their personalities and quirks. Learning who I can only take in small doses. And who may become a friend. Glad to have a regular paycheck. Starting to see a light at the end of that financial tunnel.
--- BIG STINKING WHINE AHEAD---
But is it all good enough? At what point should I be satisfied with my life. Still feel a huge hole in my life. Not sure how to fill it. Where to turn? Supposed to be happy on my own. And I am happy to a point. Just want that comfort of someone to love and be loved by. I know it isn't any easier on the other side. I know it is not all roses. I am tired of hearing people say "good for you", "dodged that bullet", or some equivalent phrase when they hear I am single. It has gotten way old. Tired of hearing someone complain when their significant other is out of town or away. I don't care...at least there is someone to miss. Or bitch about an ex and the fight over the kids. Well look there...you have children. Anytime it seems that there is a glimmer of a SO in my future it never pans out. - He told my sister he was interested. He has my attention. Why does he not ask me out?
--- BIG STINKING WHINE AHEAD---
But is it all good enough? At what point should I be satisfied with my life. Still feel a huge hole in my life. Not sure how to fill it. Where to turn? Supposed to be happy on my own. And I am happy to a point. Just want that comfort of someone to love and be loved by. I know it isn't any easier on the other side. I know it is not all roses. I am tired of hearing people say "good for you", "dodged that bullet", or some equivalent phrase when they hear I am single. It has gotten way old. Tired of hearing someone complain when their significant other is out of town or away. I don't care...at least there is someone to miss. Or bitch about an ex and the fight over the kids. Well look there...you have children. Anytime it seems that there is a glimmer of a SO in my future it never pans out. - He told my sister he was interested. He has my attention. Why does he not ask me out?
posted by thyst at 2:56 PM
2 Comments:
So the real question... has he asked you out? Inquiring minds want to know!!!
And also, it really is tough to find available guys that are worth dating. You don't have to date with the intention of finding a spouse. Good luck!
I hope you're settled into your job now?
As for the boy thing? Sigh...I know what you mean. I've had boys coming out of the woodwork this week, but all very strange circumstances. If the powers that be are listening, "We get it! Can we get onto the meeting someone who is right for us bit now?"
(((hugs)))
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