My Dreams

I always thought I would meet a guy in college. It would be fabulous. We would marry after graduation. Start having kids after we bought our first house in our late twenties. Get me? I know that this dream isn't uncommon. But to be in my *big sigh* late thirties, (closer to 35 than 40) , and not even close. It is very disheartening. Is it all too much to want, to care for... I guess my biggest realization is that I do still want all that. Now I got to figure out how to fix all this. Where do I begin? How do I get God to send that guy into my path? Any ideas?